Departure

Maybe the title "torture" would fit better here. I think the last 2 days were the worst I had in Japan. I had to say goodbye to so many friends... some of them I most likely will never see again.

It is also hard to leave beloved people behind. I guess everybody can figure out who I'm talking about here. The time we spent yesterday from getting up to leaving to the airport was the worst anyways. I didn't cry that much for at least a year. It was way too heartbreaking... Leaving without looking back...

I still don't know why I couldn't stop crying and I'm still awfully sad. I just can hope that this will pass. We had some problems yesterday with the checkin for coming back to germany and I thought that I have to leave some of my things in japan. Luckyly I didn't have to do so. Another lucky thing was that I could connect almost everywhere to catch Lu online. Made me feel way better.

Today I had to see my friends boyfriends welcoming them at the airport when we arrived in Frankfurt. I just wanted to get out of there. I'm jealous - that I have to admit - but on the other hand I had the oppurtunity to spend everyday with my boyfriend in Japan. I guess that hurted them sometimes too.

Well a really good news is that I already have a date for seeing Lu again! Kari and Tony - take some free time in december, ok? The ticket is reserved so it's just waiting now (again). But I'm the patient type so it might be ok... I think... I hope... well...

Now I have to stay some more hours awake without knowing what to do. I just arrived and it's already boring. That kinda sucks! Anyone has some ideas what to do?

My parents surprised me with a new bathroom (that's actually a strange surprise) and some flowers and asian stuff - I should check it out now. Tomorrow I might put some pictures here - just don't know of what yet :D